its the bf & I's 1 mth today. time flies. in a way im yearning fer many more anniversaries to come!! i juz cant wait to see how we're gonna grow old tgt and go thru all odds :)
sang at` @ 8:48 PMFriday, March 10, 2006
life fer us been pretty gd. as in the r/s. we're so much closer now. we talk bt anything under the sun, we laugh and we act retarded. nothing's kept hidden from each othr.
sch on the other hand been fine. to think tt its the end of the term and also the last day i'll b ever wearing the PL uni. sighss.
notalgis striking agn.headed back sr today. i miss it badly, i felt sucha sense of belonging each time i walk back the same pathway.. walk thru the canteen and seeing the aquarium. it felt so right. saw nisha,yuxiu,reuben and many mnay other ppl who came back to visit sr. i cried when i found out Huizhen actually appealed back to sr when she was posted to ny. (which was her 1st choice) i worshipped her courageous, juz like many others had. but i didnt have the guts to do the same.. as much as i really really want to. i miss the ppl. i miss 1S14. i miss the bf. sighssss. fer the past few days ive been trying hard nt to think bt it, to push the feeling aside. but stepping into sr made me think agn. made me wanna come back..
this CJ guy was so happy tt he's appeal back to sr was successful.. i wish i was him.
anw, time in sr was splendid screaming and getting so uber excited seeing the old faces. but it was ruined by GWEN. fark it. i was juz too stunned by wad she said, and how unreasonable she is, how unfair things can be. wad did i even do wrong? sighs.
it was sucha awful feeling. i dunno wad to say. was burning inside when i started to let it out thru tears.. oh well. guess its the usual me.
and i got kinda emo aft tt coz i was hoping my last trip back to sr will b a perfect one.. but then i met nisha,yixiu& reuben agn and it really helped talking to them :)
down to MUSTAFA with bf today. he wanted to go there coz he havent been there.was so retarded and silly. got to know alot more bt each other there. it was fun :)
i wanna things to remain this way...
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